Postpartum insecurity

I can't stress the importance of honest motherhood, I follow a bunch of honest and real mothers who inspired me to share my ugly ...



I can't stress the importance of honest motherhood, I follow a bunch of honest and real mothers who inspired me to share my ugly stories so here we go again. DJ Khaled voice "Anotha one".

I exclusively nursed G for nearly 15 months, pre  pregnancy I had small a-cup boobs. Pregnancy boobs were AWESOME, milk came in boobs were AWESOME. Boobs now? Eh, I try not to say the "h" word because I feel like it's disrespectful to my creator buuuuuut, I low-key hate my boobs and I will most likely get implants in the near future. Nothing crazy, a full B. Boob job goals = Kelly Rowland, literally perfect. It's something that I've thought long and hard about, I know and follow many mama's that have gotten them done pre and post babies. It's a personal choice and about fixing something I don't like, not trying to look or be like anyone. I honestly wanted one before pregnancy but I didn't see myself going through with it any time soon.

I don't want to scare anyone out of nursing in fear of possibly hating (there, I said it) their boobs, I don't regret nursing one bit, it was an amazing bonding experience and I will do it again if I have any more children. Honestly, I don't HATE my boobs, but I don't love them, I love everything else about my body but them. I'm grateful for them, they fed Grae for over a year, I even still have milk in one (yes, they are two sizes). At times I get upset that my favorite tops, bodysuits, and swimsuits don't fit like I want them to. If you feel that way, you aren't alone that's why I'm sharing this, I'm sure judgy-moms and people out there will judge but I could care less, it's my honest truth. New boobs who dis? (coming soon to a B-cup bra near you) lol...I'll keep you all posted as the journey goes, I haven't even been for a consultation, my pockets aren't ready just yet.


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